Wigs So as been a hairdresser and just been Max you will know I have an absolute obsession with hair! And the fact I've got to lose all my hair again has got me so angry because literally the week before my diagnosis, I went and had my first ever hair cut and i finally … Continue reading welcome to the wig party
So ears are ringing in pain and I can’t hear very well. 111 have sent me to Mastercall near the hospital. Riddled in pain down my hips and legs. Absolute night mare for me. Got Keira with me helping me so all cool. Why does there always got to be one thing after another. I … Continue reading Big achievements come one small advantage at a time, one step at a time, one day at time
Woke up on time for once, got my self ready, my great uncle john and Tina where waiting for me outside ready to take to the Christie hospital 🏥 we got there nice and early put up promptly to the chemo ward where is was given my chemo Allergic reaction to chemo This is my … Continue reading Round 3
Never ever in a million years did I thought I would become dependent on morphine based/morphine and pregablin. Addiction is the worst. I’ve just tried to come off my morphine, tramadol and pregabalin I’ve done it by the book slowly! Oh the pain I’m in the sweats I’m having it shit, all I can do … Continue reading Drug addiction
Well last night was a low point for me. But today has been turned around. Amazing what a day out and a walk in the fresh air can do. Thankyou National trust for helping my brain 🧠. So my old school friend Jodie came to the rescue today and took George and myself out and … Continue reading Just do it
Not going to lie I’m finding it hard these last few days been waking up crying at about 1:30am. Looking at my beautiful man. Missing him already. How can I miss someone so badly been right next to them. Myself and my man mike It’s so hard to let somebody go one day that you … Continue reading How hard my mental health gets.
Bored of feeling out of it now, struggling to type on my keyboard, with the words in my head “sugar feeds cancer” and all i want to eat sugary snacks and treats, I could live off them. I'm literally on my third cake today, i can’t f**king stop! I hoping it'll take the fog away, … Continue reading Don't tell me what to eat
Angels Well today was an experience and a very beautiful one, but also a very hard one as well. So lets start off from the beginning! I didn’t hardly sleep all night because of the steroids, them things turn you into a wild animal can’t wait to stop taking them, I am practically foaming at … Continue reading Angels